i hurt a lot. people don’t think i would, i smile.. i try to be happy.. but everyone has their bad days, right? i stopped taking medication about 4 years ago and i don’t regret it, the nausea and embarrassment were pretty terrible. i’m a happy person, and i want people to know me as the one that can always cheer them up.. even when i can’t do the same for myself. don’t get me wrong, i love shining that 100 watt smile full of metal and cheer, but i also need to say that there’s so much people don’t know…
i love eyes because they tell so many tales. mine are like the dark waves crashing down on the water beneath during a mystical storm, or as others say: grey-blue. eyes show true feelings.. they explain the story behind those indifferent lashes. you can learn so much by just listening.. when people talk.. just look into their eyes…. it’s funny i know my eyes are the bluest, like the gorgous sky on a summer day, when they are wet…
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November 28, 2008 at 4:16 am
janelleybean
You are amazing Wesley and I love you more than anything. I know how you feel though, boy do I know. It’s strange how the world and the people in it can always see you so different than how you really are. You are so much like me and people don’t even know it. We both have so much pain on the inside and we both manage to hide it so well. You defidently hide it better than me though.
One day we are going to take a walk together and smile because we both know that we are happy. One day, we are going to be happy TOGETHER.
Knowing that you hurt so much is making me cry because you mean so much to me <3 I love you lovely.