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AHHHHHHH
there are all these songs shuffling through my mind… they all make me wanna scream and sing and jump around.. and lay in the snow.. and ring his doorbell… and plant one on him haha
whenever i say the phrase “what-if” in my head, that thing never happens… it’s like my curse.. and i can’t even stop myself.. i imagine myself saying what needs to be said; romantic, humorous, perfect.. but it can’t happen because i said “what-if.”
what if.. i decided to go to his locker and hug him with all my might and then gaze into those wondrous, those mesmerizing eyes. then i’d step on the tip of my toes and sweetly, softly.. dazzlingly kiss him. and when i drop down, he doesn’t let go, but instead holds me tighter and brings my chin up to his….
it’s silly.. and it’s a what-if that everyone has.. a scene in a million movies… i wish that it wasn’t so common… then, maybe it’d be more special……..
what if… he comes over during the summer and we go to my neighbor’s pool. the summer breeze gently picking up my flowing hair and brushing against my skin causing goose bumps.. and he holds me.. we lay by the pool on a towel and i’m in his arms, hearing the trees chatter and talk of their little flower child, growing.. my heart races as he gently rubs his soft hands across my back. the sky beams blue and sun keeps shining… and he kisses my forehead…
i might as well get them off my chest… hey, maybe they will go into my book or movie… or maybe if someone reads them…. they can fulfill what i have been unable to.. and the hopefulness keeps me dreaming……
what-if… i get a knock at the door on a beautiful day and he’s there, pacing.. he tells me how much he likes me and how much he wants me.. and he takes me by the waist and looks into my eyes…….
what-if… he loves me…
